My friends, I am sorry to say that I have been a very bad man. Not only have a neglected you with the intimate details of my body for a very long time, I have also neglected my body from the required tugs, shaves, strokes, and caresses for a very long time.
I have recently been very busy, and as much as I realize the importance of improving myself, I had to prioritize. And unfortunately, my penis did not win. I feel bad for the little guy, because all he really wants is to be bigger, and I didn't give him the time of day. But, no worries, my friends, my schedule is completely clear and I have all the time in the world to attempt to change my life, once again.
This also means, however, that I do not have anything new to report. No change in my body. My penis is still below average and my penis glans are still too sensitive. But, I will attempt to salvage this post with a question!
When you masturbate, what do you prefer to masturbate to? Personally, I use a wide variety of internet sources, such as sex videos, of course, and erotic stories (I have a very imaginative mind). I enjoy looking at pictures that ordinary people took to try to impress me, or pictures snuck from a nude celebrity. Really, at this age, I can just stroke, thinking about nothing and still have a knee-weakening orgasm.
But what about you, my readers, what do you prefer to pull it to?
Sunday, June 27, 2010
Friday, May 21, 2010
Change Takes Time
Unfortunately, as I believe I've mentioned before, I struggle with staying on a schedule. Not my jelqing schedule, which I take very seriously, but my desensitization schedule, I've loosely ignored for the last few weeks. I believe it is because, when you boil down to it, and you have two important things to do, what are you going to do? Something important, or rub your penis head to possibly desensitize the head?
Now, I am making up excuses. I have no real reason why I haven't done it, except that I'm a terribly lazy person. Surprisingly, as I started my latest jelqing session, I haven't missed a day in the routine yet.
I do apologize for my lack of updates, but as the title suggests, my jelqing won't have a long term effect immediately, and I have little to say here because of that.
However, that does not mean I will neglect my reader's entirely, yes? Although this is a continuous journal of my penis exercises, I have snuck in a previous post about body hair, and I will bring you a new post about something similar very soon.
Just hold tight, my dears. All good things take time, yes?
Now, I am making up excuses. I have no real reason why I haven't done it, except that I'm a terribly lazy person. Surprisingly, as I started my latest jelqing session, I haven't missed a day in the routine yet.
I do apologize for my lack of updates, but as the title suggests, my jelqing won't have a long term effect immediately, and I have little to say here because of that.
However, that does not mean I will neglect my reader's entirely, yes? Although this is a continuous journal of my penis exercises, I have snuck in a previous post about body hair, and I will bring you a new post about something similar very soon.
Just hold tight, my dears. All good things take time, yes?
Sunday, May 9, 2010
Nearly Three Months In
Hello my possible readers! Today is a very special day, because I have been jelqing for nearly three months! Unfortunately, I am not rivaling Max Delong with my slightly larger penis, but I did make some progress.
I want this to be a...reminder, if anything, to anyone jelqing. The main idea of jelqing is time. It is foolish to think that you will see improvement immediately, but stick to it, and perhaps you'll be able to gain an inch or so.
I'm not going to quit, yet. Having said that, it is getting increasingly lower on my priority list, even though, in the long run, it is quite important.
I was thinking about posting pictures, but unfortunately, I did not take them before. I mean, shame of your penis size will do that to you. I do know how long I was though, and I'll post some updated measurements soon.
Surprisingly, I think I've gained some girth from jelqing. From all the information I've read, it said that to gain girth, you have to have more than a semi-erection, but I don't think I've jelqed with more than a semi! Either way, beggars can't be choosers!
I want this to be a...reminder, if anything, to anyone jelqing. The main idea of jelqing is time. It is foolish to think that you will see improvement immediately, but stick to it, and perhaps you'll be able to gain an inch or so.
I'm not going to quit, yet. Having said that, it is getting increasingly lower on my priority list, even though, in the long run, it is quite important.
I was thinking about posting pictures, but unfortunately, I did not take them before. I mean, shame of your penis size will do that to you. I do know how long I was though, and I'll post some updated measurements soon.
Surprisingly, I think I've gained some girth from jelqing. From all the information I've read, it said that to gain girth, you have to have more than a semi-erection, but I don't think I've jelqed with more than a semi! Either way, beggars can't be choosers!
Friday, April 23, 2010
Next Desensitization Step: Fail
Unfortunately, readers, unlike my jelqing routine, I'm not as good at keeping a routine for my penis desensitization (see earlier posts). It isn't that this is a difficult task, to use lotion to attempt to desensitize the glands, but it is something I cringe at, and anyone that still has an overly sensitive penis head knows what I'm talking about.
Before I realized that the glands of my penis weren't right, I would accidentally touch the glands, which is incredibly painful. Every time I touched them, I would do everything I could to make sure I didn't touch it again. It's basic human response. You do something. You feel pain. You stop what you're doing.
Perhaps this is why desensitization is a little intriguing. No, I'm not a guy who gets off on pain, but because it's a slow transformation, from pain to pleasure. I want that pleasure. That reward at the end of it all that says "you beat something that most guys don't even have to worry about".
Anyone, regarding the title, I'm not saying that the next step is always going to be a fail, but it was for me last night. I had used the lotion and played around with my penis head and I thought "there must be a faster way to desensitize". So, I got out of the shower, fully retracted my foreskin and attempted to put my boxers on. The fabric barely touched the glands before I dropped my shorts and pushed my foreskin back over the sensitive head. Clearly, I wasn't ready for such a step.
Patience is my hamartia, or "tragic flaw". I want everything about me to become perfect, but I'm having trouble in realizing how long it will take me to get there. Although, it was a little bit of a painful wake-up call that I hadn't been doing my desensitization exercises, but, I now plan to do them everyday that I don't have jelqing to do. Let's fix this.
I'll probably be the only guy in the world who, after a few months, will be tired of playing with his penis.
Before I realized that the glands of my penis weren't right, I would accidentally touch the glands, which is incredibly painful. Every time I touched them, I would do everything I could to make sure I didn't touch it again. It's basic human response. You do something. You feel pain. You stop what you're doing.
Perhaps this is why desensitization is a little intriguing. No, I'm not a guy who gets off on pain, but because it's a slow transformation, from pain to pleasure. I want that pleasure. That reward at the end of it all that says "you beat something that most guys don't even have to worry about".
Anyone, regarding the title, I'm not saying that the next step is always going to be a fail, but it was for me last night. I had used the lotion and played around with my penis head and I thought "there must be a faster way to desensitize". So, I got out of the shower, fully retracted my foreskin and attempted to put my boxers on. The fabric barely touched the glands before I dropped my shorts and pushed my foreskin back over the sensitive head. Clearly, I wasn't ready for such a step.
Patience is my hamartia, or "tragic flaw". I want everything about me to become perfect, but I'm having trouble in realizing how long it will take me to get there. Although, it was a little bit of a painful wake-up call that I hadn't been doing my desensitization exercises, but, I now plan to do them everyday that I don't have jelqing to do. Let's fix this.
I'll probably be the only guy in the world who, after a few months, will be tired of playing with his penis.
Friday, April 16, 2010
Jelqing
Hello possible readers, if there are any. I know that I haven't been on here very much, as of late, and I wish I could say that that would change sometime soon, but I highly doubt it. Not completely because of lack of time, but because the time it takes to change.
I thought I would introduce a new topic tonight, which I'm already rather familiar with: jelqing. Jelqing is a natural form of penis enlargement, and honestly, it is a relief to know that there is something that can increase penis size. I wanted a quick fix for my small penis, like any guy who thinks that size matters. I browsed over all of the penis enlargement drugs and pumps, looking at, what I thought, was honest customer reviews.
Although, after a while, I found more in-depth blogs and sites that attested to these drugs doing nothing. Well, mostly nothing. Increased libido, possibly half a inch longer penis, but you have to stay on the drug for a long period of time, usually. All the same, whether the information I found was accurate or not, there is so much debate and confusion, I didn't want to try penis enhancing pills.
I discovered jelqing while browsing the Large Penis Support Group website. In fact, they have complete forums of most everything involved with penises. Anyway, jelqing is an exercise, essentially, where the semi-erect penis is held in an "okay-sign" grip(forming a ring with the index finger and thumb). The hand is then pushed along the length of the penis, pushing the blood within the penis outward, increasing length. This is repeated over and over, for a predetermined number of jelqs.
Now, I warn you, this is NOT an immediate form of penis enlargement. It takes quite a while to notice a change in length. Personally, it took about six weeks to gain half an inch, and often, when one first starts jelqing, length will increase rapidly, before slowing down.
Here's the basic run down of my jelqing schedule. First, I start with a warming of the penis. I do this by filling a cup with warm water and submerging my penis, holding the cup there for several minutes. This warm-wrap can also be achieved by wrapping a warm towel around the penis. This should be done for five to ten minutes.
Next, I stretch the penis by holding the penis firmly in several direction: down, up, left, right, and outward. I use the "okay-grip" to stretch out the penis. I count off a certain amount of second for each stretch.
Then, it is time for the actual jelq. Make sure your penis is not fully erect, but is semi-erect. Well, a tad harder then semi-erect. Then, grasp the base of the penis with the "okay-grip" and slide your hand along the length of the penis, stopping just before the penis head. Repeat this for a certain amount of "jelqs".
Next, repeat the stretching as before, followed by the warming. And awesome! You've just completed your first jelqing session.
Now, don't do this EVERY day. It provides wear and tear on your penis, just like normal exercises strain normal muscles. Do this every other day, and by the sixth week of your jelqing exercises, you should take a week off. Also, gradually increase the number of seconds for stretching and number of jelqs from week to week. A good starting spot if 30 seconds of stretching and 40 jelqs.
Just a tip. I do all of this in the shower. It provides privacy, the main essentials of what you need, and the time. Although, if you are jelqing outside of the shower, remember to use lubrication when jelqing.
If you need any help with jelqing, feel free to comment! Or, google it! There is a lot of information out there.
Personally, I have increased about .5 inches, from 5 inches hard to 5.5 inches. But, I won't be quitting anytime soon!
I thought I would introduce a new topic tonight, which I'm already rather familiar with: jelqing. Jelqing is a natural form of penis enlargement, and honestly, it is a relief to know that there is something that can increase penis size. I wanted a quick fix for my small penis, like any guy who thinks that size matters. I browsed over all of the penis enlargement drugs and pumps, looking at, what I thought, was honest customer reviews.
Although, after a while, I found more in-depth blogs and sites that attested to these drugs doing nothing. Well, mostly nothing. Increased libido, possibly half a inch longer penis, but you have to stay on the drug for a long period of time, usually. All the same, whether the information I found was accurate or not, there is so much debate and confusion, I didn't want to try penis enhancing pills.
I discovered jelqing while browsing the Large Penis Support Group website. In fact, they have complete forums of most everything involved with penises. Anyway, jelqing is an exercise, essentially, where the semi-erect penis is held in an "okay-sign" grip(forming a ring with the index finger and thumb). The hand is then pushed along the length of the penis, pushing the blood within the penis outward, increasing length. This is repeated over and over, for a predetermined number of jelqs.
Now, I warn you, this is NOT an immediate form of penis enlargement. It takes quite a while to notice a change in length. Personally, it took about six weeks to gain half an inch, and often, when one first starts jelqing, length will increase rapidly, before slowing down.
Here's the basic run down of my jelqing schedule. First, I start with a warming of the penis. I do this by filling a cup with warm water and submerging my penis, holding the cup there for several minutes. This warm-wrap can also be achieved by wrapping a warm towel around the penis. This should be done for five to ten minutes.
Next, I stretch the penis by holding the penis firmly in several direction: down, up, left, right, and outward. I use the "okay-grip" to stretch out the penis. I count off a certain amount of second for each stretch.
Then, it is time for the actual jelq. Make sure your penis is not fully erect, but is semi-erect. Well, a tad harder then semi-erect. Then, grasp the base of the penis with the "okay-grip" and slide your hand along the length of the penis, stopping just before the penis head. Repeat this for a certain amount of "jelqs".
Next, repeat the stretching as before, followed by the warming. And awesome! You've just completed your first jelqing session.
Now, don't do this EVERY day. It provides wear and tear on your penis, just like normal exercises strain normal muscles. Do this every other day, and by the sixth week of your jelqing exercises, you should take a week off. Also, gradually increase the number of seconds for stretching and number of jelqs from week to week. A good starting spot if 30 seconds of stretching and 40 jelqs.
Just a tip. I do all of this in the shower. It provides privacy, the main essentials of what you need, and the time. Although, if you are jelqing outside of the shower, remember to use lubrication when jelqing.
If you need any help with jelqing, feel free to comment! Or, google it! There is a lot of information out there.
Personally, I have increased about .5 inches, from 5 inches hard to 5.5 inches. But, I won't be quitting anytime soon!
Sunday, April 4, 2010
Dealing with the Pubes.
I recently started to wonder how the majority of men "take care" of their pubic hair, so to speak. I understand of all the ways that one can trim, shave, and perhaps even stylize pubic hair, but I wonder what most guys, or even you, as an individual do.
Yesterday, I trimmed my pubic hair, for the first time. Don't get me wrong, I didn't have a forest down there, I mean in comparison to my usual shaving, I trimmed. I was weak, though. I trimmed, didn't like it, and then shaved it.
I started shaving my pubic hair at a very young age. Since I had pubic hair, I've been shaving it. I heard that when hair is shaved, it comes back thicker and darker. I've always found pictures of men with a full mane of pubic hair extremely sexy, so I started shaving in order to obtain that mane of pubes.
Although, what do sexual partners think about pubes? I heard, when giving blowjobs, one gets a nasty amount of hair stuck in their teeth if the man isn't shaven.
And when you shave your pubic hair, do you have any other hair. What about hairy on the butt, around the butthole? Legs, arms, naval?
I want to know, men, how do you like your pubes?
Yesterday, I trimmed my pubic hair, for the first time. Don't get me wrong, I didn't have a forest down there, I mean in comparison to my usual shaving, I trimmed. I was weak, though. I trimmed, didn't like it, and then shaved it.
I started shaving my pubic hair at a very young age. Since I had pubic hair, I've been shaving it. I heard that when hair is shaved, it comes back thicker and darker. I've always found pictures of men with a full mane of pubic hair extremely sexy, so I started shaving in order to obtain that mane of pubes.
Although, what do sexual partners think about pubes? I heard, when giving blowjobs, one gets a nasty amount of hair stuck in their teeth if the man isn't shaven.
And when you shave your pubic hair, do you have any other hair. What about hairy on the butt, around the butthole? Legs, arms, naval?
I want to know, men, how do you like your pubes?
Desensitization: Next Step
Hello readers.
The other day, I tried to take my glans desensitization to the next step. The first step was the lotion, of course.
Now, don't get me wrong, I wasn't ready for the next step. I had only been using the lotion step for a few days and my glans were still very sensitive. I should have continued with only the lotion, but one must with the boundaries when trying to cure oneself, especially when there is no concrete solution, that I could find, for the desensitization of the penis head. Perhaps that's what prompted me to start this blog.
Anyway, I'm sidetracking. The "next step", as I put it, is the use of a face cloth. In this step, I planned to wet the face cloth until it was soaked. Then, I was going to retract the foreskin completely, and use the cloth to completely cover the penis head. Since the cloth was wet, I thought it was a fair assumption that it would cover the head, sticking to the glans and effectively desensitizing the glans all at the same time.
Little did I know that I was not ready for such a step. It was painful and I couldn't stand it. I had to take it off almost immediately. And since the cloth clung so readily to the glans, it was even more painful then putting the cloth on.
I still plan to attempt this step in the future and of course, I will let my readers know of the possible success.
Oh, I would like to note that I am using baby face clothes because they are especially smooth and soft, opposed to other clothes that may be rough, causing more pain to the penis head.
The other day, I tried to take my glans desensitization to the next step. The first step was the lotion, of course.
Now, don't get me wrong, I wasn't ready for the next step. I had only been using the lotion step for a few days and my glans were still very sensitive. I should have continued with only the lotion, but one must with the boundaries when trying to cure oneself, especially when there is no concrete solution, that I could find, for the desensitization of the penis head. Perhaps that's what prompted me to start this blog.
Anyway, I'm sidetracking. The "next step", as I put it, is the use of a face cloth. In this step, I planned to wet the face cloth until it was soaked. Then, I was going to retract the foreskin completely, and use the cloth to completely cover the penis head. Since the cloth was wet, I thought it was a fair assumption that it would cover the head, sticking to the glans and effectively desensitizing the glans all at the same time.
Little did I know that I was not ready for such a step. It was painful and I couldn't stand it. I had to take it off almost immediately. And since the cloth clung so readily to the glans, it was even more painful then putting the cloth on.
I still plan to attempt this step in the future and of course, I will let my readers know of the possible success.
Oh, I would like to note that I am using baby face clothes because they are especially smooth and soft, opposed to other clothes that may be rough, causing more pain to the penis head.
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