Sunday, June 27, 2010

I Have Been Bad

My friends, I am sorry to say that I have been a very bad man. Not only have a neglected you with the intimate details of my body for a very long time, I have also neglected my body from the required tugs, shaves, strokes, and caresses for a very long time.

I have recently been very busy, and as much as I realize the importance of improving myself, I had to prioritize. And unfortunately, my penis did not win. I feel bad for the little guy, because all he really wants is to be bigger, and I didn't give him the time of day. But, no worries, my friends, my schedule is completely clear and I have all the time in the world to attempt to change my life, once again.

This also means, however, that I do not have anything new to report. No change in my body. My penis is still below average and my penis glans are still too sensitive. But, I will attempt to salvage this post with a question!

When you masturbate, what do you prefer to masturbate to? Personally, I use a wide variety of internet sources, such as sex videos, of course, and erotic stories (I have a very imaginative mind). I enjoy looking at pictures that ordinary people took to try to impress me, or pictures snuck from a nude celebrity. Really, at this age, I can just stroke, thinking about nothing and still have a knee-weakening orgasm.

But what about you, my readers, what do you prefer to pull it to?

Friday, May 21, 2010

Change Takes Time

Unfortunately, as I believe I've mentioned before, I struggle with staying on a schedule. Not my jelqing schedule, which I take very seriously, but my desensitization schedule, I've loosely ignored for the last few weeks. I believe it is because, when you boil down to it, and you have two important things to do, what are you going to do? Something important, or rub your penis head to possibly desensitize the head?

Now, I am making up excuses. I have no real reason why I haven't done it, except that I'm a terribly lazy person. Surprisingly, as I started my latest jelqing session, I haven't missed a day in the routine yet.

I do apologize for my lack of updates, but as the title suggests, my jelqing won't have a long term effect immediately, and I have little to say here because of that.

However, that does not mean I will neglect my reader's entirely, yes? Although this is a continuous journal of my penis exercises, I have snuck in a previous post about body hair, and I will bring you a new post about something similar very soon.

Just hold tight, my dears. All good things take time, yes?

Sunday, May 9, 2010

Nearly Three Months In

Hello my possible readers! Today is a very special day, because I have been jelqing for nearly three months! Unfortunately, I am not rivaling Max Delong with my slightly larger penis, but I did make some progress.

I want this to be a...reminder, if anything, to anyone jelqing. The main idea of jelqing is time. It is foolish to think that you will see improvement immediately, but stick to it, and perhaps you'll be able to gain an inch or so.

I'm not going to quit, yet. Having said that, it is getting increasingly lower on my priority list, even though, in the long run, it is quite important.

I was thinking about posting pictures, but unfortunately, I did not take them before. I mean, shame of your penis size will do that to you. I do know how long I was though, and I'll post some updated measurements soon.

Surprisingly, I think I've gained some girth from jelqing. From all the information I've read, it said that to gain girth, you have to have more than a semi-erection, but I don't think I've jelqed with more than a semi! Either way, beggars can't be choosers!

Friday, April 23, 2010

Next Desensitization Step: Fail

Unfortunately, readers, unlike my jelqing routine, I'm not as good at keeping a routine for my penis desensitization (see earlier posts). It isn't that this is a difficult task, to use lotion to attempt to desensitize the glands, but it is something I cringe at, and anyone that still has an overly sensitive penis head knows what I'm talking about.

Before I realized that the glands of my penis weren't right, I would accidentally touch the glands, which is incredibly painful. Every time I touched them, I would do everything I could to make sure I didn't touch it again. It's basic human response. You do something. You feel pain. You stop what you're doing.

Perhaps this is why desensitization is a little intriguing. No, I'm not a guy who gets off on pain, but because it's a slow transformation, from pain to pleasure. I want that pleasure. That reward at the end of it all that says "you beat something that most guys don't even have to worry about".

Anyone, regarding the title, I'm not saying that the next step is always going to be a fail, but it was for me last night. I had used the lotion and played around with my penis head and I thought "there must be a faster way to desensitize". So, I got out of the shower, fully retracted my foreskin and attempted to put my boxers on. The fabric barely touched the glands before I dropped my shorts and pushed my foreskin back over the sensitive head. Clearly, I wasn't ready for such a step.

Patience is my hamartia, or "tragic flaw". I want everything about me to become perfect, but I'm having trouble in realizing how long it will take me to get there. Although, it was a little bit of a painful wake-up call that I hadn't been doing my desensitization exercises, but, I now plan to do them everyday that I don't have jelqing to do. Let's fix this.

I'll probably be the only guy in the world who, after a few months, will be tired of playing with his penis.

Friday, April 16, 2010

Jelqing

Hello possible readers, if there are any. I know that I haven't been on here very much, as of late, and I wish I could say that that would change sometime soon, but I highly doubt it. Not completely because of lack of time, but because the time it takes to change.

I thought I would introduce a new topic tonight, which I'm already rather familiar with: jelqing. Jelqing is a natural form of penis enlargement, and honestly, it is a relief to know that there is something that can increase penis size. I wanted a quick fix for my small penis, like any guy who thinks that size matters. I browsed over all of the penis enlargement drugs and pumps, looking at, what I thought, was honest customer reviews.

Although, after a while, I found more in-depth blogs and sites that attested to these drugs doing nothing. Well, mostly nothing. Increased libido, possibly half a inch longer penis, but you have to stay on the drug for a long period of time, usually. All the same, whether the information I found was accurate or not, there is so much debate and confusion, I didn't want to try penis enhancing pills.

I discovered jelqing while browsing the Large Penis Support Group website. In fact, they have complete forums of most everything involved with penises. Anyway, jelqing is an exercise, essentially, where the semi-erect penis is held in an "okay-sign" grip(forming a ring with the index finger and thumb). The hand is then pushed along the length of the penis, pushing the blood within the penis outward, increasing length. This is repeated over and over, for a predetermined number of jelqs.

Now, I warn you, this is NOT an immediate form of penis enlargement. It takes quite a while to notice a change in length. Personally, it took about six weeks to gain half an inch, and often, when one first starts jelqing, length will increase rapidly, before slowing down.

Here's the basic run down of my jelqing schedule. First, I start with a warming of the penis. I do this by filling a cup with warm water and submerging my penis, holding the cup there for several minutes. This warm-wrap can also be achieved by wrapping a warm towel around the penis. This should be done for five to ten minutes.

Next, I stretch the penis by holding the penis firmly in several direction: down, up, left, right, and outward. I use the "okay-grip" to stretch out the penis. I count off a certain amount of second for each stretch.

Then, it is time for the actual jelq. Make sure your penis is not fully erect, but is semi-erect. Well, a tad harder then semi-erect. Then, grasp the base of the penis with the "okay-grip" and slide your hand along the length of the penis, stopping just before the penis head. Repeat this for a certain amount of "jelqs".

Next, repeat the stretching as before, followed by the warming. And awesome! You've just completed your first jelqing session.

Now, don't do this EVERY day. It provides wear and tear on your penis, just like normal exercises strain normal muscles. Do this every other day, and by the sixth week of your jelqing exercises, you should take a week off. Also, gradually increase the number of seconds for stretching and number of jelqs from week to week. A good starting spot if 30 seconds of stretching and 40 jelqs.

Just a tip. I do all of this in the shower. It provides privacy, the main essentials of what you need, and the time. Although, if you are jelqing outside of the shower, remember to use lubrication when jelqing.

If you need any help with jelqing, feel free to comment! Or, google it! There is a lot of information out there.

Personally, I have increased about .5 inches, from 5 inches hard to 5.5 inches. But, I won't be quitting anytime soon!

Sunday, April 4, 2010

Dealing with the Pubes.

I recently started to wonder how the majority of men "take care" of their pubic hair, so to speak. I understand of all the ways that one can trim, shave, and perhaps even stylize pubic hair, but I wonder what most guys, or even you, as an individual do.

Yesterday, I trimmed my pubic hair, for the first time. Don't get me wrong, I didn't have a forest down there, I mean in comparison to my usual shaving, I trimmed. I was weak, though. I trimmed, didn't like it, and then shaved it.

I started shaving my pubic hair at a very young age. Since I had pubic hair, I've been shaving it. I heard that when hair is shaved, it comes back thicker and darker. I've always found pictures of men with a full mane of pubic hair extremely sexy, so I started shaving in order to obtain that mane of pubes.

Although, what do sexual partners think about pubes? I heard, when giving blowjobs, one gets a nasty amount of hair stuck in their teeth if the man isn't shaven.

And when you shave your pubic hair, do you have any other hair. What about hairy on the butt, around the butthole? Legs, arms, naval?

I want to know, men, how do you like your pubes?

Desensitization: Next Step

Hello readers.

The other day, I tried to take my glans desensitization to the next step. The first step was the lotion, of course.

Now, don't get me wrong, I wasn't ready for the next step. I had only been using the lotion step for a few days and my glans were still very sensitive. I should have continued with only the lotion, but one must with the boundaries when trying to cure oneself, especially when there is no concrete solution, that I could find, for the desensitization of the penis head. Perhaps that's what prompted me to start this blog.

Anyway, I'm sidetracking. The "next step", as I put it, is the use of a face cloth. In this step, I planned to wet the face cloth until it was soaked. Then, I was going to retract the foreskin completely, and use the cloth to completely cover the penis head. Since the cloth was wet, I thought it was a fair assumption that it would cover the head, sticking to the glans and effectively desensitizing the glans all at the same time.

Little did I know that I was not ready for such a step. It was painful and I couldn't stand it. I had to take it off almost immediately. And since the cloth clung so readily to the glans, it was even more painful then putting the cloth on.

I still plan to attempt this step in the future and of course, I will let my readers know of the possible success.

Oh, I would like to note that I am using baby face clothes because they are especially smooth and soft, opposed to other clothes that may be rough, causing more pain to the penis head.

Saturday, March 27, 2010

Blissfully Bisexual.

That's right, I am indeed bisexual. Having said that, I am also a virgin, so maybe I don't really know what I want, but as far as natural thoughts go, I find both women and men very pleasurable.

Although I am bisexual, I enjoy homosexual porn much more. As far as my bisexuality goes, I often think of men in more of a sexual sense, while I think of women as a someone to love over a long period of time. I know that is sounds shallow, but that's just how I think.

Double Trouble: Phimosis

Phimosis is a condition of the penis, mainly the foreskin, which is too tight. During erections, the foreskin cannot be retracted completely.

I have this "condition". Again, as said in previous posts, this may be due to my weight, keeping my foreskin constantly covering the glans. When I was thirteen, and started masturbating, I didn't understand that the penis head could be pleasurable, so I would masturbate keeping my penis head covered with foreskin.

A few years ago I realized that the foreskin SHOULD be able to retract fully, but I didn't do much to change this, since I didn't know how. Now, though, I can retract the foreskin most of the way, with only slight pain.

The trick is to retract the foreskin at a semi-erection, so that the tightness of the skin is being loosened, while it is not as painful as to retract. Beware! Do NOT retract your foreskin and then obtain a FULL erection. The increase in girth will press against the tightness of the foreskin and if your penis gains a lot of girth, so much pressure could be put on the foreskin that it tears. And any guy that read that and didn't cringe when I said the foreskin may tear, isn't a guy.

Luckily, I think I've nearly cured my phimosis, inadvertently. You see, I started to retract the head because I needed to desensitize the penis head.

If anyone has any questions, or want some tips on technique, please feel free to ask.

The Plan: Desensitizing the Glans

I'm trying to take the initiative to attempt to desensitize my penis head. The most obvious way is also the way that I'm choosing to do it.

The glans have been void of stimulation for most of my life. The way that this is going to change is by adding stimulation. Now, don't get frightened. When I first started this, it was very painful. After a while, I wasn't even able to think about touching my penis head before I got the shivers.

I stimulate the glans of my penis in the shower, where I have the most privacy. First, I stroke my penis until a reach a very floppy state of semi-erection. Next, I retract the foreskin, exposing the entire head. Next, I use Body Moisturizer and squirt it on the head. I use this, personally, because I enjoy the smell, but you can use other things. Having said that, make sure you use a liquid that will NOT irritate the skin, but you want the liquid think enough to provide a slight coating over the penis head.

Then, I use my palm and VERY gently rub the liquid around the head. I do feel discomfort and minor pain when I do this, but I hope, that in the long run, it would have been worth it. I continue doing this for as long as I can bear. Also, I would suggest not using the tip of the finger for this because you add one pressure point on your glans which of more painful than a glancing over of your palm.

Once I'm finished for the day, I THOROUGHLY rinse off my penis head using a small pitcher and water. You don't want to use the shower stream to rinse it off because the water, falling from a respectable height, is very painful on a sensitive penis head.

And that's that! My desensitizing the glans plan! I have only started it about a week ago, but I feel confident that it will yield some results.

The Background Information.

Now, to fully understand what I'm driving at and what I want to "hit home", you'll have to know about myself.

First, I am a nineteen year-old male, residing in Western Canada. I would like to point out, that because I am in Canada and considered an adult, I have most freedoms, such as the power to vote, to engage in sexual activity with other adults, to drink alcoholic beverages and to purchase pornography.

Second, I am quite overweight. I will probably most an "official" statistics sheet of myself later, but I would guess that I am near three-hundred-and-fifty pounds. Consequently, this leads to one of the problems I am trying to correct with my penis.

Allow me to elaborate. I am also not circumcised. Being overweight, one also gains weight around the penis. The penis then, when not erect, will be surrounded by this bulge of fat. In this way, the foreskin will be pushed outward, keeping the head of the penis covered all the time, completely.

Recently, I have been reading many sexual stories and nearly each one talks about how pleasurable the penis head is when touched, licked, sucked, etc. When I tried to touch my penis head, it is terribly painful. After I puzzled it out with a little common sense, I understood.

The head of my penis, or the glans of the penis, have been covered by foreskin all my life. Usually, with circumcised males or males who can fully retract their foreskin, the glans brush up against the man's underpants their entire life, desensitizing the glans to feel pain. Of course, this doesn't desensitize them completely; they are still tender and pleasurable.

This is my problem. I am a virgin. I honestly fear how I will be able to engage in intercourse in the future in order to correct this problem.

Welcome!

Hello, readers, brothers, and friends. I would like to welcome you to my blog "Let's Fix This: The Blog for the Male Anatomy".

Particularly, in my blog, I will be telling my struggle on how I'm changing myself. This isn't a change in personality, or moral, but a physical change. Yes, I may touch on some weight loss, but my main focus will be the male genitals.

I have read other blogs and information sites with some of the same problems I have encountered, and they all reflect poor results or confusing cures. Beware: I am NOT a doctor, and I am NOT advising you to follow in my footsteps. I am simply stating and restating what I think I'll do to change myself, to see if it works. Essentially, I am the guinea pig, and if I have good results, it will indeed be posted here.

I thank you for reading.